Jiaxin ♥ Kelvin ♥

Y ; Wednesday, February 29, 2012 .

Yesterday, I had early dismissal for class.
I went back home, and was playing games, until a moment suddenly gastric hurting.
I tried to avoid the pains, and i tried to sleep.
Instead, I cant get to sleep, and in the end gets myself feeling weak, Headache and gastric hurts much more.
It really hurts like nobody business that i've totally no strength that i might faints
Waiting hubby tabao that stingray wait until almost risk mine own life

Luckily, Im better already.

After dinner, back to gaming :B and continues chit chatting with guildies. :D

YYY

Jiaxin♥

1:30 PM

Y ; Monday, February 27, 2012 .

Babyy, i love buying you stuffs.

Making you happy,i'd be satisfied.

I just want you to stay with me, love me,dote me and care me.

Thats all i ask for.

I know mineself how much you love me, dote me.

Action speaks louder than words.

Those 15Months filled with your love, joy, happiness. You really worth my love, my tears, my everything .

Thanks babyy for being with me all these while.

I promise to treat you the best guy i ever treat.

Beloved Hubby, iloveyou okeh.

dont leave me alone.

i want you now and forever.

those money that i spend are all worth it.

those little time you even make use to make me happy

you rather meetup with me than meetup with yr friends.

babyy, i've never had boyyfriend that put me in the first place

Perhaps, they din even love me in the first place.

but babyy, you love me without even saying iloveyou

you know how to make me smile, how to love, how to cherish, how to be with you forever.

Tell me you will never let me go, tell me you will only wants me forever.

those cuddled that you hugged me to sleep

Those time when i felt cold, you are there to hug me.

Those time when i cried, you are there to sayang me.

Those time when i felt tired, there's a shoulder to lean on.

Babyy, which guy could be someone like you loving me like a no tomorrow.

you make my heart meltz just for you only.

everything i does with no regrets.

thanks for everything.. ILOVEYOU~

I want you and nobody else.

Loving you forever,Jiaxin

YYY

Jiaxin♥

1:35 PM

Y ; Sunday, February 26, 2012 .

After so long time, finally i felt your love once again those moments i have with you. the moments you hugged me from the back, hugged me tight. make me felt loved. Like im dreaming, i do miss those times with you some quite times together. Life is too busy hahas. and both of us are always busy playing games/work/study. well, we should get close to each other once again. cos i really wish to have some sweetest time and memorable times with you. i love you so so much that nothing can compare mine love for you. I cherish you more than mine phone. i really cant afford to lose you baby. i wish and pray we will last forever ethernity long even thru death i'd still love you alrights. love you baby mine cute hubby.

Jiaxin love you♥♥

YYY

Jiaxin♥

3:45 PM

Y ; Thursday, February 23, 2012 .

On the Valentine day 14.02.10

Seeing many couples receiving flower and all, i mainly tot i doesnt seems to have. and mine boyfriend came with a flower and a teddy bear in it. it was cute and pretty. hence, swensen had a long queue after eating alot of food, we had some ice cream later on after all the food we had. like dunno how long never had cookies and cream ice cream already. mine boyfriend make the valentin night like i will never find it anymore. its the first time i had valentine's day with someone i truely love.

Birthday

On that day of mine birthday , celebrating earlier on the 1st May. mine family ask mine boyfriend to come along to celebrate together. thats when he gets close with mine family. having fun eatting nyonya restaurant food, had some cakes muffin after that took alot pictures. i do enjoy mineself alot. this day because besides that, baby went 7-eleven to buy some cookies for me to eat chocolate chips flavor. He never failes to make me sad.im always happy with him around me thanks baby. i really love you alot.

YYY

Jiaxin♥

11:58 PM

Y ; .

How we met up~

-05.11.10 -

This is the day we met up, i've been eyeing on him like a long already.

I shall say from july. But, idont want to be the third party being a bitch breaking ppl up.

so, i waited JUST for him.

I didn't expected that one fine day, i saw him online status in facebook.

Just seen a status, In a relationship to Single.

i was somehow happy. so , i go ahead and ask about that girl, as that girl is somehow mine enemy.

But, they are already over.

Hence, Confessing mine love to him, perhaps he might get shocked/stunned i dont care.

i just want to wait for him to be mine beloved boyfriend that i will love and dote alot.

oh well i know i might be abit weird girl, but im just think of giving mineself a new chance and trust him for being with me.

so i want to give it a try.

he doesnt know how to reply me.

So nvm bah give him some time to think about it (:

-06.11.10-

(FB message me)"Hey girl, thanks for confessing, i'd accept you."

oh God. When i read this message i was overjoyed.

I cant believe he gave me a chance to be with him.

Therefore, im kinda wish to see him as soon as possible D:

cos i do wish to see him :3 but sometimes cannot rush things.

He might be busy. so at night, Send a Relationship request and that girl i mention earlier which is somehow his ex bah.

she see the relationship status thingy with me she kinda not happy.

tries to makeup story and make me lose hope in him.

but, saying so much doesnt prove anything.

if she didnt make him hate her, she wouldnt lose him, but what over is already over.

he belongs to me.

Making long phone calls at night miinimum 1hr maximum 2.5hrs :x and its really nice talking to him.

-07.11.10-

(FB message)

me:Good morning mine dear, tot you say want meet at compass? :B ehh baby, i cant wait to see you. hahas.

babyy:ya, you reached le tell me i go there.

me: okayy love. :x haha.

me: eh babbyy i reach le where are u ): ?

*he's actually outside the compass point smoking like a long*

walk towards me and held mine hand and bring me to his hommee.

later, 10am, his mummy and his jiejie say want go out eat macdonald breakfast.

omg i feel so weird, i eat until stomach going explode hahas.

went back to his house and relax abit.

next moment, that girl i mention earlier called me and tell me to break up with him D:

but, hahas. sorry i dont buy her story say so much crap what will make you bankrupt and all? thats because from the start this girl has never love him, only love his money.

yes i know he dont really wants to let his girl pay.

but loving his money will never be happy that becames 1 sided love.

and it will never be a good ending.

telling so much lies to makeup story?

sorry i know your story what happen and alls.

(: im sorry that you failed this relationship thats somehow because you never cherish till you lose it. im sorry he's mine now and forever it will be.

(: babyy dont even cares about her.

but how about the money she owe mine babyy.

took her soooo long to pay him back D: felt sad for babyy.

Had some afternoon naps at babyy's house, and woke up next to him felt like a most happiest girl in the world :D

At night his mummy cooked for us to eat.

*all the food i dont like one. * ):

but, mine boy is so nice, he make everything taste nice nice then feed me spoon by spoon :B

then dessert still got beancurd :D also feeded spoon by spoon (:

Like already in dreamland like a happygirl :D

thanks baby for the day and night (:

so i went home, and keep thinkingback about those nice moments took some pictures before i leave.

In bus, scrolling on facebook, posting fb status about how happy i were this day.

Reached home, On facebook and chit chat for a moment until like 11pm++ he say he wanna call me and chat before he sleep. (:

hence, i said "ILOVEYOU" and that moment, mine dad actually heard

YYY

Jiaxin♥

11:08 PM

Y ; Wednesday, February 22, 2012 .

I Miss You Baby.

Baby said that he will be back home late .
He booked out at 7pm .
The time he reached home, its around 7.30pm already.
I already used to have him here with me.
Perhaps, today i wont be able to meet him.
Take it as resting at home. When the game server is up, i shall talk to him through game.
I used to ignore all those time that we quarrelled.
I'm sorry T.T but i do cherish all the time we have together.
^^ I really cant stop loving /missing you.
I want to see your cute chubby face.
You're the only one that attracts me.
Loves how you joke, how you love, how you dotes, how you sayang ^^
i will nevers forget what you do for me :)
The best boyfriend/Hubby i ever had in mine life.
I do wish that we would last forever.
Hoping you to be the last guy just for me.
I want you to be there taking care of me holding me forever and say you wont leave me alone!
Even if you dont say out, i do knows you meant well for me.
You dont only speak without action. Instead, you use action to prove all the words that is unspoken.
Thank Baby, all these things you do, actually makes me love you more.
I really do. I cant seems to be apart with you.
Even if im not with you, I nevers leave you behind, I will be with you by your side always and forever okays.
Dont say you are alone. You have me here with you baby.

YYY

Jiaxin♥

1:15 PM

Y ; Tuesday, February 21, 2012 .

The most hatest time is when having a problem , nobody was there to help you and be with you. they only enjoy doing their own things and forget about you this friend le. friends is piece of shyt. they dont even stand by you whenever you're feeling sad or troubled. I have just realize which place i stand in their heart now. thanks guys. i shouldnt be nice to you guys i felt that you guys have taken me for granted. its really heartbreaking when i treat you guys like so nice and in the end what i get is disappointment. well, just forget it im not gonna treat you guys how i ever treat you guys starting today. sorry, you have taken mine granted. i wont want to help you guys so much anymore. whatever i do , im always the one getting disapppointed in the end. thats so pissed at last. well, its okay bah if ya want to treat me like a trash when i even put you as mine friend. i cant believe you guys treat me like a trash.

Baby, thanks for helping me all these while. thankful you are the one there with me, the one who willing to spend money just for me. i really love you and wish you will be here with me all the time. kinda sad that so many things happened.. i think i can take a break to relax abit already. but i promised, i will do mine best and be a good girlfriend of course. waiting for your text. hmmm. see you later my dearest hubby

YYY

Jiaxin♥

9:52 AM

Y ; Sunday, February 19, 2012 .

I really treasure all this days where i was really happy with mine baby boy. it was on a valentine night where both me and mine baby wear nice nice and had a good dinner together alone. stare into his eyes and tell him i love you! truely from the bottom of mine heart. thanks for the time for the dote, care, concern, love, trust . im really honoured to have you here with me :B well, its really hard to find someone like you. :D thanks baby i really love you alot. and hope our love will last and blossomed :D muacks. wo ai ni. ! for this 1 year 3months showered by your love.! :3 it was awesome.

YYY

Jiaxin♥

8:26 PM