Y ; Saturday, June 26, 2010
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Its a Happy Sad Crazy day!
today i made a new replacement of my ez link card i kind of love that picture of myself sia... i look like another girl instead of myself hahaha.. i wish i can become that way once again.. XD so that i can feel the peace i have in myself and i have decided to study hard for my prelims + N levels for the nexr 4 months.. I m torturing myself to study like hell.. I wish i have make some effort to do it.. Buy more assessment book may help? hmm. maybe i need to have a really bad times to go out occasionally and of course study more.. :) i wish i could be able to get my favourite passionate AEROSPACE AVOINICS! awww.. i really love that course :D Willingly to study very hard for all subjects... ---------------->>> English, Maths, Chinese, Science, CPA, Food Studies. hope i can get all the Grades i want for this prelims.. and because i also bought a new school shoes.. :D
Love Karine
Y ; Thursday, June 24, 2010
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Today
Sad and happy!
Sad
It's a sad day.
First, he never text me at all, i msn him also choose to reject. I thought I could trust him to text me almost everyday we have not even meet jiu like that.
Second, make my heart so hurtful no mood. make me emo for so many days..
Thirdly, Make me start to emo until go for smoking...
Happy
Thanks kor kor for giving me to smoke with euu! sigh. I just cannot tahan this kind of guy. Euu are right guy are not trustworthy. Best being independent.. thanks for everything.. I will learn to stand up again thru love. although i had a really bad fell. by right. i think its even better to give ourselves some chance to calm down first. and i will not stead with stranger. i will only accept once i really know a person well and both loving each other .. But now i am not in the mood to start to be in love so soon. because i am seriously hurt until dam badly treat me like handicapped barrhh... i am really upset over it but i m trying my best to be happy.
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Y ; Wednesday, June 23, 2010
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A day which will be forgotten in my whole life. Today life is more like i m not in earth i felt that i m in heaven. Life goes on day by day.. Hurts are getting deeper and deeper... sooner or later will get into depression... Someone told me i should go to work to earn more money and somehow i will understand the feeling of destressing from getting into so much problems. i wish i could settle every little small matters. but i know it is impossible because i know myself more than any other ones. i m tired and i cannot sleep i keep on waiting for you.. why you keep on ignoring me? well, i think i should give up hope. i really dont think i can move on.. and to my friend that go genting thanks for the meeting that day i do appreciate you... and i wish you will be back soon :) days getting darker and my days are getting number... working with friends maybe could help me too.. i will never let myself down again i will not quitted for because of my studies i think i am so stupid to quit..
Maybe this is what i can do lor. sometimes i also dont understand myself too.. i m just too hard to ci hou... got plenty of things cropping up sigh i wish i was not born at all i wish i wish i wish ... sigh but what done is done...
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Y ; Tuesday, June 22, 2010
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very sad day... today nobody is comforting me... give me even more sadness i really sad until i got no mood to go school next week :( sigh... i m really seriously like u. i wish all this had not happen and i wish that a phone battery can last for a very long time... :((
Friends going overseas. please come back ireally thinks that i need a cigratteee./...... :/ sigh... not in the mood to text anyone till i see sth ....................... truth.........................................
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i m seriously very tired! really very tired.. sweating and sweating tired and tired ! sigh enough alr? i m sleeping early tonight seriously dun wanna stay out late i m enuff of tiredness...
Love Karine
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Last night, slept about 4 plus... msning fbing playing all the while ending up cannot sleep so i took some sleeping pills. sleep until about 4 plus... I m still seriously tired and feel like goin back to sleep again. am i a pig? perhaps. i really feel like sleeping all the while until saturday.. i must wake up early this saturday dun care what happen. i m not hungry either.. i simply dunno whats the reason behind it. but i wish i will be alrite Yesterday whole day never eat at all today also sigh am i crazy? i wish i will be alright. sigh... why must things end up like this.... Baby, pls guide me u r the one who can help me...
today is super sleepy and boring i dun even have the mood to get up at all. sigh.. just dunno why everyday drink 1 can coke can le. Smoking and drinking maybe but i know i should not when i m with u i will drink. loving you all the while missing ya...
Love Karine
Y ; Monday, June 21, 2010
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Today my days are so ruined! That person make me angry like hell! I dont appreciate your scolding u are just letting know how stupid am i like as if i dunno about God! scold lor angry lor I am following my heart now i dun care how u r feeling as long my heart stick to a person hearts we are lovers and i will not turn back alr. i no longer the old karine anymore its just a new karine now 16 years old KARINE TAN! not 13YEARS OLD KARINE TAN GET IT! Just get off from me we may not even be friends please stop texting me is a bit ANNOYING!
Today i saw 1 cute person so freaking cute lor but hmmm this cute person must be have a stead hahaha. i seen through the profile and really got stead wor.
I love my stead JH I love you... Forever and ever. i will bake for u 1 day dun worry and work hard to buy house + car :D (sports car) yeah! loving you all the while :D When you come out from ns i m going to meet ya all the time hahaha. and feel so sad u leaving sing for work 3 weeks and the time u back i will be away from sing and i dunno which day u r back sia but is somewhere the week that i going HK hahaha i going to miss u baby i will buy something special for u love.. I LOVE JH!! my lover is LJH <>
Love Karine
Y ; Sunday, June 20, 2010
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Today is kinda a bit of lack of luck. Blackberry bold $610 i don't like any other phone le. i like phones with wifi and easy to use. but cannot find any better one maybe w995 i consider la hahaha.
Today is Happy Father's Day, and is also my grandmother birthday. We had steamboat and cakes. I had Steamboat + Coke + Grapes + Yakult + cake = Dunno how many kg gain le. sad i really need to slim down le if not nobody love me sia. i wil surely very sad de. i just came back from my aunt house and my cousin is like so happy she thinks that today is her birthday but i think she recall the feeling last 3months yup..
Today i really can say i do enjoy my day! but also quite boring i text alot alot of ppl i feel entertained mostly also my close friends. :D Thanks for your so kind i will appreciate your entertainment. and finally back home here blogging :D yay!
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Y ; Saturday, June 19, 2010
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Today i wake at 1:11PM so late rite. i slept at 430AM can u imagine i only sleep for like almost 9hours? consider short that i did not slept for 12 hours :D today i went for my guitar class @ kovan yamaha crestar group it was awesome i learn this song call what a friend we have in jesus. i love the chord part while learning this person call jerry ar dunno whye ar so crazy keep on calling me when i am having lesson in class ended up my phone and ipod drop sigh frustrated la! I WANNA BLACKBERRYBOLD 9700!!!!
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Hi all,
This is my new blog that i have created not long ago and i really thinks that this is my way to vent my feelings. Today is quite a boring day, going out with her the last KBOX with her ever. Ended out, I am the only one singing all the way what is this? Sigh! I hate this but I cannot do anything just give her what she want. Signed up for the student privilege KBOX card 11am - 7pm free unlimited singing all the way but it's like will lose voice what more? It has been years ever since i start using blogs again. I think that friends are very important to me. Although it may tense to be dangerous but i know we can only be friends, sought of listening to songs again. I may feeling the sense of emoing once again. I wish i can don't injure myself with such a penknife or whatever that is.
Now, i just want to concentrade learning on my guitar i am not giving up on myself talents i know i can do it. Days are so boring, i am sooner going mad! I wish i had a license so that i can drive to a place which i can feel relaxed and hmmm maybe bring some friend over for a chat will help me relieve? i thought of singing could helps ended up frustrating. Because when i am enjoying myself please do not distract me i will lose my mood very easily.
Mood swing today happy, sad, angry, hurt, emo. Now that i am sick who bothers? Fever 39.1C , sore throat, flu, stomache and dizzy. And i hang out outside still, I think that nobody cares for me at all including my family members. So i love friends love everyone. More love to the people who appreciate me and tresure me as much as possible thanks i don't know how to thank you but thanks i do appreciate your help i am going to emo now.
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